I feel bad saying this because I am so lucky & I know that. I go to school at a wonderful private school, it's a beautiful campus, the classes are small & most people are very nice, but I just don't love it.
& Here's the other kinda crazy secret: most of my girlfriends say the exact same thing.
I've only been here for 2 months & I wouldn't consider leaving; I'm thankful for having the opportunity to get a good education & eventually have a great job. I'm super excited about officially being on the PR staff here at Butler. But college means change. College means not sitting on your couch at home, it means not being able to get out of bed & just make breakfast, it means having to put shoes on before going to the bathroom, it means not having people over for Sunday dinner, it means not seeing my mom every day & it means an insane amount of studying & homework. It's tough.
I'm writing this post not so that I can receive sympathy, but simply because I'm confident that there are other people out there who are thinking, wow everyone says they love college but I just don't, & I want them to know that I'm right there beside them.