I know last week, I wrote about loving college this year and I do, but my heart is torn & today, I love home more.
I'm pretty sure it's the weather that's making me feel this way - I'd love to go home to my big comfy recliner and lots of blankets and my mom & be able to cook my own food and do crafts.
The difference between summer and winter is like day & night for me. I know you're probably saying, "DUH!" but no, literally ... day & night. In the daytime, I don't worry about things as much because the sun's shining! and it's a new day! and there are so many possibilities! and then when night comes, it almost feels like a suppressant. I start worrying and feel less content.
That's how winter is for me.
& yes, I know it's not winter yet, but it's a chilly 60 degrees with rain so to me, it might as well be winter.
I'm sure I'll feel better tomorrow & I'll definitely feel better when the sun decides to show it's face but right now, I'm feeling homesick.